Mid-Night Ramblings

Please ignore all typos; done from my iPod touch. Just got it today.


So I'm here in my bed thinking about how much I'm failing at this thing called "The Walk" . Man this walk with Christ sure is difficult. I mean life in general is redonculous. I'm learning everyday that this walk is much more than I thought it was when I signed on the dotted line. Everytime I thinkI get "it" I really don't. Maybe God is teaching me that it's not for me to get. Perhaps I'm expecting too much in too little time. I feel like I'm working on a ridiclous math problem, you know, one of those problems you THOUGHT you solved but when you look closer, you realy didn't solve to begin with. Well then I guess this is what is, I don't get it and I won't get it. So much for trying too hard. Nobody told me I had to be this strong. I'm not Job. I don't want to be Job either. I'm totally just rambeling. This is what tired does to you. I guess I'll name this post, "Mid-Night Ramblings".

Night peeps!

~jay